Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead

Alma Crisp                      Blog #4


September 19, 2008
      I still can't understand why God chose for this to happen to me. The love of my life is gone. I still constantly hope that this is a dream. Every morning I wake up and I think this same thing over and over and over and over again. This is more like a nightmare than a dream. Demitri is gone. Forced to become a strigoi.I'm too distressed to think about it. I'll continue tomorrow.

September 20, 2008
      So every things the same. Never ending pain and loss. I can't wait until I'm 18... I'll leave and go search for Demetri. He would've wanted me to do this. Back to that night. We went rushing into the cave, all the best with us. This was a full on attack. Demetri and I were tragically separated. He went in with the first wave. I went in with the second, the moment I got in there I saw bodies flying, strigoi and Dharnphirs battling and poor helpless Moroi stuck in the cave right behind. The moroi are prisoners. Uhhghh I have to go to class.

September 21, 2010
      I can't even think anymore, the moment was too painful... Today is my 18th B-Day... I don't know if I can do this... Well, here goes nothing... I must go find Demetri and stake him so his soul can be released... I must be strong and do this. Okay who knows if I'll come out a line.